I think HM must be crying in her grave. This is not who she thought her beloved son was. We knew she took steps to help him and protect him, and I thought at the time she was doing the right thing in getting him to settle out of court and to give up his working life, but now I wonder if that ultimately did more harm than good. I think for the last year of her life HN was in pain and just focusing on one day at a time, and wasn't able to do anything else.