I completely agree with Bob & Lady Mimi about depression is necessary to become unavailable to those who really don’t do you very much good in the first place. I have noticed that through my current depression the users tend to stay away from me. I was married & handfasted(in Nola)to a High Priest for 3 1/2 years and we had a issues over the years. I finally got tired of him being a wanderer & always leaving so I finalized a divorce (after 3rd start)July of this year. 3 weeks after the divorce was done he showed up at my door with a 21 yr old girlfriend (he is 37). I was civil and let them stay 2 nights at my house but my heart & spirit were breaking. I have been in a major depression ever since. There have been good days & bad days but what you said Lady Mimi about trying not to sleep is so true. I will white tornado clean my house to not think about the depression. If not things get crazy. I push friends away. The Goddess has blessed me with 3 beautiful cats that help keep me from falling so deep that there is no way back. Thank you for the herbal tips Lady Mimi. I do miss Nola & will be getting back there for a short time next year after Mardis Gras. Blessed Be. Darkstar