I was in a bad mood; I couldn't get excited about anything—not even my favorite scenes. I caught myself thinking that it was the same everywhere: the same faces, predictable plot. And suddenly I found this thing on https://18comix.org : a girl gets into a simulation where every orgasm triggers a new level, and the level gets more and more perverted. First, it's just public sex. Then she's bound and controlled by the vibrations of the audience's voice. Next, orgies with avatars where you don't realize where her body ends and the simulation begins. And the finale - where she completely dissolves into a stream of pleasure, literally disappearing. It wasn't about body arousal - it was a trance, almost meditative. After that, I realized that animation is more than porn. It's a form of sexual theater where the director is you and your desires.