I am obsessed with cheese... yet my cholesterol since I began eating this new diet - for me - eggs once in a while. I am not eating sweets like I used to but do buy a box of chocolate covered vanilla bars and try to keep it to one every other day or so. Or every day.
Since I have begun to eat the items listed above, I have begun to gain weight once more. I am not kidding when I say I lost weight inside. I've been eating better for a few months and it was only last month that I finally gained a few pounds. Now that I reached 130... my clothes are almost filled out. LOL
Doing all the walking and not eating and being so stressed I was down to 119. Scared me. I had to keep walking, The stress fell away bit by bit. Calls to my CA neighbor just stopped, Naylz and I talk once a week rather then 3 times a day. DD is doing so much better and has her coach back.
I still have troubles just like everyone. Boy has not been able to full fill some promises. They are affecting my budget negatively and my self esteem.
There are promises I truly need completed. Oh well.
Life sucks right now. The world is in danger and people aren't paying attention. Lord, Help Us!
I think my new neighbor A is like a family member. I am oldest of four - the rest all brothers who have gone by the wayside. My down hill neighbors - we can't play cards, etc. So everyone is unsettled.
At least I am growing healthier. I am completely alone. So, Thank God I have Charlie, the cats and even Chance. Now for a push mower and some money!
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