I would read at least all of the posts on the first page of the Oracle, if you haven't read them all, as per the request on the portal page. By all means, to visit Esoterica is to be inspired about possibilities, solutions, remedies, and rare beauties. And, to gain access to magick-affirmative experience, wisdom, and good will. Happiness results much more from the desire for it, rather than the habit of trying to control a host of unknowns. Some shamans might call this Positive Displacement. So, I would put one golden candle on my main altar for something like this, and reinforce it each morning with an affirmation that I want Peace, Prosperity, and Happiness, rather than the discord that has been afoot, there, and make this to the attention of your core Protector and His/Her cooperative spirits. I'd ask them to first reveal the causes with which you are best equipped to cope.
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