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Posted by Nairabi
on 6/7/2008, 9:48 pm
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Over a decade ago, when I was fourteen or so, I did a love spell on my then-boyfriend, who I thought would be the only one forever and ever (mainly because he was one of the few empathetic people I knew at that time). Yes, I was stupid. Now, he still says things that imply that he thinks we're going to be together when I get out of college, even though I've 1) cast spells to undo that original spell--3 times, 2) told him that there's no way we're going to be together, as we're just not compatible, 3) have done nothing to lead him on, as I in fact rarely talk to him at all, and 4) have often encouraged him to find another mate. For instance, he said not too long ago that he hopes I don't get my permanent job in California, because he's moving where I go and he doesn't want to live in California. I keep telling myself that there's no way a kid could have cast a spell powerful enough to make him fall in love for this long, as it's been a little over a decade, and i've certainly never been particularly powerful. Certain shattering relationships I've had since then have, I'm convinced, helped me to work off some of my negative karma, but i still feel incredibly guilty. Is this just a coincidence, arrogance on my part, or is there something else i can do to break the bonds without further attempting to manipulate free will? I honestly want him to be happy--with someone else.
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