I recieved the previous post through one of my online groups that Sicara is also a member of. So this is wonderful news indeed.
The power of prayer..does work..as well someone who is a fighter like Sicara truly is!!
Thank you all for joining in this vigil..and keep those positive energies flowing her way as from the email we now know she still has health issues.
Thank you Spirit,
Love & Light
: Hi everyone,
: I thought I would update you all on the
: newest bit of news ...
: Please prepare yourselves as this may be
: upsetting for some of you ...
: Miss me? Cause I'm back :o)
: OK first thing is first ...
: Thank you all so much for the lovely ecards,
: messages, candles, pages, and who knows what
: else I have here as I am still checking
: email ...
: I am VERY disappointed in ALL of my WOSIB
: sisters ... You should have all known better
: than to worry about me ... Granted I suppose
: I was some what sick ...
: Ok here's what's going on for those who were
: not sure or just want an update ...
: I guess I will start at the beginning ...
: So I went to Texas last year around August
: or something like that lol ...
: When I came home it turns out that I was
: pregnant ... Which is a very good thing as I
: was told I would never have children of my
: own. I ended up breaking up with my fiance
: and then had an accident and lost the baby.
: I was pretty upset afterwards and very
: depressed, stressed out etc ... And I
: noticed that I had developed a lump on my
: Since I had cancer when I was 8 I decided to
: have it check out after about 2 weeks when
: it still hadn't went away.
: My doctor told me that it was likely stress
: related because of what happened but took
: some blood tests anyway ... I guess the lump
: was a good thing because I was caught in the
: early first stages of AML, acute monocyte
: leukaemia for the second time in my life.
: So since last November shortly before my
: oldest brother's birthday I have been in the
: hospital off and on ... Thankfully my other
: brother Matthew had a laptop that he has
: allowed me to use. And with the magic of the
: Internet I was able to keep my condition a
: secret. However, this time has been
: especially difficult for me ... I have been
: a lot sicker than in the past and I am also
: in a hospital that I really don't like lol
: But long story short I have had all my
: chemo, and have had a transplant ... For the
: past 2 1/2 months I have been in isolation
: so that I can stay healthy while my immunity
: grows ... I have had to have some mild
: procedures done and when these are happening
: I have been transported on my bed in like a
: see-through tent thing ... Apparently (so I
: have been told) the 'bubble' was not secured
: properly and I ended up catching some kind
: of bug ... However, my doctors think that I
: could have also been sick earlier in the
: week ... So really I don't know lol ...
: This is where is gets hazy as I don't
: remember so I am going on what my family has
: told me ... I do remember though afterwards
: I had told my sister that I felt funny ...
: Almost like I was drunk ... And then I guess
: I passed out and they couldn't wake me ...
: So I guess my sister came in and I was
: leaning over the bed ... She said it looked
: like I was reaching for the buzzer but I
: don't remember ... And then her and the
: nurse came in ... I guess the nurse just
: washed her hands and put on a mask so I
: guess they thought it was a serious event
: Anyway my stats went down and my breathing
: slowed ... I am told I flat lined a couple
: times and they had to shock me ... I don't
: remember ... And please don't ask what my
: near death experience was like lol if I had
: one I don't remember it LOL
: Next thing I remember I was awake ... I
: guess it was yesterday morning ... I was
: alone when I woke up, my mom, the nurse that
: I guess was staying with me and my doctor
: were outside talking to each other ... I
: couldn't get their attention and I am not
: allowed off the bed so I just buzzed ... Ok
: it was kinda funny lol ... I am in like an L
: corridor ... So the nurses station can't see
: me or my room so when I buzzed and I wish I
: could have seen it lol ... But about 5
: nurses ran to where my mom and doctor were
: standing ... All looking pretty confused ...
: I guess they thought the doctor had buzzed
: and needed help ... They all kinda stood
: there for a second ... Then looked at me and
: I waved lol ... I thought my old doc would
: have a heart attack lol ...
: Anywho long story short I am fine ... I am
: still taking antibiotics I guess I had a bit
: of an infection ... And they allowed me to
: come home today ... My counts pretty much
: doubled which is what happened last time as
: well ... For like 2 almost 3 months I had
: hardly any immunity and the last week or so
: my counts (white blood cells, red blood
: cells, platelettes etc ..) doubled and
: tripled so I wasn't surprised by that ...
: But anyway I told the doctor that I just
: wanted to go home and after speaking with my
: psychologist (I don't know if they do this
: everywhere but both times I had cancer I was
: required to see a shrink) my doc decided
: that for moral purposes it would be good for
: me to "see what I am fighting for"
: so they said since I was
: "surprisingly" ok and my counts
: were good I could spend a day at home as
: long as I didn't go in a room with carpet
: and the animals stayed somewhere else ...
: So as of right now I am sitting in my
: carpeted office with my two cats (one on my
: lap and one on the back of my chair) and my
: dog at my feet lol ... I never did listen to
: instructions well
: I have to wear a gown and sanitary booties
: and a mask and what not but I am ok ... I
: also have to return to the hospital tomorrow
: ... If my counts continue to increase the
: way they have been I should be out in about
: a week maybe two ... Which beats my previous
: record of 3 months :o)
: I am weeding through e-mails and e-cards and
: will be sending thank you's ... But in case
: I miss anything I just wanna say thank you
: for sending your healing thoughts and
: praying to whatever god you choose to
: worship ... I hope no one was too worried as
: I was fine lol ... I'm a tough girl ;o)
: Angel Sicara
: --Previous Message--
: Please send your loving energies to another
: friend in one of my online groups. She is
: very sick and on respiratory right now from
: an infection. I dont really know what all
: is wrong with her..but from what I gather
: she has no immune system left..and cant
: fight off infections. Thank you for any
: healing energies you can send her way.
: Love & Light
: & Healing energies..for Sicara