Posted by Ezzie on 9/1/2003, 12:44 pm, in reply to "Re: I cant choose"
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Rose, its a lot harder than you think. I am not in a mood to argue with you. I have been depressed for a few days now. You never experienced what I go through in the band. Its hard to keep the band together when everything is placed on my shoulders. Dont forget I have UNI too and I AM ON A ONE YEAR COURSE!!!!!! It is the most demanding year of my life and I am stressed out ok? So dont you start saying its easy to make a decision whilst its not. There are a lot of negative things about rocket baby and a lot of positive ones. How would you like it if you were in a class project thing and everyone expects you to do everything!!!! Such things would be ringing people up to make sure they done their part, preparing the presentation, invite people to go to it etc. Thats clearly what I am going thru. I have to do so much that I dont have much time for myself either. You dont know the stress that I am going thru. I am not saying this again but I THINK THE BAND TREATS ME VERY UNFAIRLY. Also not only the band is treating me unfairly but JImmy's mum thinks I AM OBSESSED!!! If I was to book a gig again, Jimmy's mum would turn up to me and start yapping about finding another lead guitarist etc. Jimmy is old enough to make his own choices and speak to his parents about things. But as far as I am concern, he hasn;t done nout about it. Is that commitment to the band? Is that euthuiasm? Is that being bothered about the band at all?
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