Posted by KIm I have always have had some kind of deja vu. I first noticed it when I was very young, but I never really thought anything of it since everyone experiances it. Background info -5 years ago I was away at college in Pittsburgh, Pa. My family all live in Lancaster except for my aunt who lived near the southern end of West Virginia. Dream #1 - Anyway, awhile I was at college I had a very emotional dream that my aunt was very sick and nobody could get oto her to help. I was driving with my grandparents (who I always went with when I was young to visit my aunt), and we could not get past the PA state border. It was difficult all we wanted was to get to my aunt and the struggle seemed to continue. When I awoke I was crying and I had a terrible feeling of dread. I immediately called my grandmother and mother who both assured me my aunt was fine. However as you can tell I never forgot this dream and it haunts me to this day. The feeling in the bottom of my stomach, the gut wrenching kind. I just want everyone to understand the feeling I had when I awoke. Two months later my aunt was diagnosed with colon cancer. She refused to see me because she wanted me to remember her the way she was before she fell ill. Dream #2 Almost 6 months after I had my first dream, I was living back home in my own apt. since I finshed school. when I had this 2nd dream. I don't remember much of it except I was talking to my aunt and I told her that I loved her and we hugged. We talked awhile, I don't remember exactly what we talked about but I do remember feeling very peaceful. When I awoke it wasn't quite 5am and I my face was wet as if I had been crying. I immediatly knew my aunt had passed on. I waited a half hour, becoming more upset by the minute and decided like the first dream I had to call my mom. I called her and she confirmed my suspicions that my aunt had passed on in her sleep a little before 5 am. I loved my aunt very much. She was a wonderful person and a great mother to her 5 children. Anyway if some one could give me some direction or some closure I would appreciate it. And if anyone out there beleives in psycic dreams could you answer this question? Why would she spend her last moments with me in my dreams and not with one of her 5 kids (3 are older then me) or husband? THese two times are the only times I have ever awaken from a dream crying.
on 7/1/2005, 11:56 am
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I hope someone can give me guideness and intepret my dream. Two of my dreams are related. I must tell you I have analysed these 2 specific dreams and they really bother me.
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