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new piece: TRAIN

Posted by Tanja on October 15, 2005, 6:07 pm
Message modified by board administrator May 20, 2006, 7:14 pm

train
written by Tanja oct05
His enthusiasm puts you in the shade
yeah his hot kisses whipe me off my feet
in everything he’s more then great
and through his eyes... ...I almost like me
still some how you are on my mind
your mean manners your being unkind
the little things you would say
still hit me straight in the face...
It isn’t easy to get out of this train of thought
it as destructive as a the little lies you sold
every little word should have broken your jaw
but for you all this deception wasn’t difficult at all
you digged deep into my selfhatred
should I have anticipated it?
and deep down am - I to blame for it?
is it all my fault?
it’s so easy to turn against myself
it’s tempting to keep lying to myself
cos it was you that I loved
for you I never was enough
please help me learn escape this train of thought
He stimulates me like you never tried
yeah he holds me tightly, he’s super sweet
in everything he’s serves me more than right
and in his world... ...I feel like royalty
still you’re lurking in my head
telling me I’m just too bad
the little things you would tell me
even the memories still hurt me...
It isn’t easy to get out of this train of thought
His tenderness gives me what I need
yeah he responds almost perfectly
in everything he’s shows me light to see
that even in me... ...there’s something worthy
you’re not worth the troubles we had
and I realise I wish I was glad
that I’m not with you any more
I know I should be - that’s for sure...
It isn’t easy to get out of this train of thought
You’re gone like I asked - still you’ll linger in my head for a while... and I will live through those ugly little memories until they die - but I don’t regret I sent you packing and I’m not the one to suffer the same way - I’m learning to take control - this train of thought will derail - I am so sure I will not fail - this time cos you’re not there to put me down and I’ll climb higher - I will not fail - this train of thought will derail
It isn’t easy to get out of this train of thought
it as destructive as a the little lies you sold
every little word should have broken your jaw
but for you all this deception wasn’t difficult at all
you digged deep into my selfhatred
should I have anticipated it?
and deep down am - I to blame for it?
is it all my fault?
it’s so easy to turn against myself
it’s tempting to keep lying to myself
cos it was you that I loved
for you I never was enough
but now I choose to escape this train of thought