Posted by angel
on 3/28/2010, 10:48 am, in reply to "The price of a life"
Guardian Angel
she is too disingenuous, I've seen the real girl a number of times away from you, your friends, family and cameras and she's very different from the girl that is shown in media.
I wish you would open your eyes somehow. How can 1 tiny village in Switzerland be the only place you allow yourself to find somone. Or the only place to have a girl proffered to you that you feel secure in knowing because of her money-class background? You allow yourself to trust and then comes the change of accent and making hair lighter and changing other things, bending to please and flater and entertain.
I know I'm too naive next to her and I don't have the promises of future wealth but i'm honest, have always been. No woman in my family has broken a marriage or home for greed and thrown her head back and laughed.
I see you drawn into the shadows but the surface appearances make everything so respectable. I don't understand how this can be right.
I'm not jealous, just upset. I don't have money to give you, but most people aren't wealthy so it's quite normal. I'm a good person and I'm honest, my family has never been involved in anything to hurt people and we have nothing to hide. I never thought it was wrong for peopple from different backgrounds to go out and be together, if that happended the world would stop turning. I'm just really dissapointed, It seems like the darkness wins, and I will die childless this time around in life. I will still have a life but it will never be a life with marriage or children, I'll never understand why this had to happen to me but it's happened now, the choice was made.
perhaps I have my own shreads of distant royal ancestry but I wouldn't use this the way her lot have or coyly let your friends and family know. And also not through mistresses who made so many wives cry, and spent the money laughing. There are better ways to be, I wish you could see that and not be blinded to what's good.
I still can't believe this happended but you changed the way I look at poeple I know there's less goodness in the world now, and people make busines decisions to steer through life. I understand things have changed little in centuries but it seems so wrong becasue I really saw you as someone very different inside. I guess what I'll always wonder is what made you gradually change from when you where younger.
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