Solira: The Ocean: I'll always be there looking over your shoulder [FOR HUYANA]

alone I walk the winding way
it's over, no longer, I feel it growing stronger
I'll live to die another day, until I fade away
why give up, why give in...it's not enough, it never is
so I will go on until the end

- Breaking Benjamin, "until the end"

Today I do not wander, nor do I seek one of the high command. I do seek someone in particular however, a lady who caught my interest in my first days here. She is an elegant bay lady, small in form but large in presence. She presents herself with an air of confidence and her casual acceptance of the horror that was the burning sparked my interest. A professional interest not a sexual one. The memory of Lochsme is still too vivid and alive for me to look at another woman in that way yet. I met her first in the time before the burning in conversation about the rain with the mare of the storm gray eyes. I found her again at a distance when the herd gathered after the burning…she is one who spoke of punishments justly deserved. That time I did not go close partly because of the fog in my mind and partly because of my unconscious fear of that power.

Anyway I seek her now so that I might know her better perhaps befriend her or at least add her to list of allies I have gained in the ocean land. She is not so hard to find in the end though I have to move away from the beach to manage it. At last I come upon her and my curiosity is peaked by her distance from the shore. “You do not like to watch the waves?” Perhaps it is none of my business but if that is the case she need only tell me so. As I have said before, I can be accused of many things but I was raised a gentleman and that training is still strong in me.

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Call me JANTZ for that is my name. Watch out for my 16.2hh, dark LIVER CHESTNUT coated person for I have the potential to be deadly. Trust what I know for I have spent SEVEN long years learning it. The blood of DON, GRONINGEN, TRAKEHNER, MUSTANG, ARABIAN & FRIESIAN runs in my veins. Do not ask the names of my parents for I remember them not. Look for me in SOLIRA under the heading of SPY, know my class as ESPIONAGE within which I hold the rank of NONE and mark my element as UNLEARNED. Tie my heart strings to LOCHSME until the day I die and trace my blood down to BILLIS & RONDI. My strings are pulled by the beautiful TZARRA who should be credited with both my creation and my words.