Addy: Being good doesn't always equal personal satisfaction. The problem with asking all of us is only person that can answer this question is you. I suggest a little counseling with an experienced career counselor or even better a life coach (they don't seem so clinical) to sort out what you want, because all the advice in the world won't help unless you know what you want. We all experience the ups and downs of what we do, but your situation does seem more than just not wanting to come back to work after a two week vacation (thats my issue). I wish you all the good luck in the world in finding your happiness/job satisfaction. Kath