Posted by Jo-Anne
on 6/4/2012, 9:01 am, in reply to "Re: Put my "baby" to sleep tonight "
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Hi Laurien. Thank You for your posting. The first week was really bad then for a couple of days, I actually started to feel a bit better/ok - then I totally crashed and have been feeling lousy ever since. No longer really struggling with Denial but having a bit of trouble with Anger and major trouble with Guilt! I continue to find Roxanne items daily - eg. more toys, etc. and it hurts every time. I think about Roxanne a lot and am missing her so much! A major flood of memories happen daily - a lot of them set me off crying but some actually are starting to make me smile a bit. Otherwise, every day still pretty much feels like "going through the motions". I get up every day and do chores, go for nature walks, go shopping, etc. but still feeling the emptiness. Also feeling upset that I haven't had any dreams about Roxanne while I'm sleeping and feeling that by now, perhaps I should have? Anyone else go through this as well? Thank You everyone for being here, listening and reading. I appreciate it!
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