Posted by joanne
on 9/14/2011, 8:39 pm
99.228.199.33
July 7/11 I had to put down my beloved Swiper, she was a king German Shepherd and she died from Bloat. Over 2 months she's been gone and I cry and my heart is broken. She was the kindest, loving, friend that we ever had. Because her death came about so sudden, I didn't prepare - there are so many things I would have done differently, from the moment I found her hiding and crying to putting her to sleep was less then 30 mins. I couldn't stand to see her suffer. Now I think did I react to soon, they gave her morphine maybe she could have had another hour or two. But I panicked I just wanted to stop her pain. I couldn't stay in the room during to procedure now I wish I did. I should have been there with her, and I can't go back and change things. I didn't buy her ashes the vet bill was already 700.00 I bought a paw print, but now I want her ashes, I want to phone the clinic and ask where did she go, and what did they do with her ashes. Crazy Eh ! Swiper suffered from arthritis due to her hip dyspepsia my vet said no matter what I did she always felt pain. I feel so lost I look for her, parts of my home where she laid still smell like her. I am so mad that she was taken from me so soon! Just 2 hours before we were walking in the park and then she was gone.
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