Today I had to face another loss a huge one and I didn't have my Spunky to comfort me. My new little girl Shelby and I haven't bonded to that point. If I cried my Spunky would jump up on my knee and look me right in the eye until I stopped crying. It just seems so sad that he only had four years to enjoy his life and he did not look ill on the outside. He really was a blessing from God and I gave the best care that I could so he would stay well - but it was his time I guess.
I wouldn't want him to suffer as he did not want me to suffer. He trusted me and I have had a hard life but he taught me how to love again.
Thanks my precious boy. I have a two memorial stones in my garden and a single solar light by it and sometimes at night I go out and look at the light shining over the stones. Brings me some comfort. I have his picture on the mantle and I can look at it now without sobbing. Thanks to all for reading this. You are so kind. Patti
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