I am so sorry for your loss. It is so hard to have to make the decision to let our beloved friends go, but it is the most unselfish thing we can do for them. We make the decision to let them go, so that they may be at peace, even knowing the pain it is going to cause us.
Please know that you are not alone in this. There are many, many people who understand the depth of the loss you are feeling. And we are all thinking of you, and sending you strength as you go through these painful days.
Sending you a hug,
Forever loved, forever missed.