Posted by Elizabeth
on 12/12/2008, 3:23 am, in reply to "my cat Blue"
65.93.99.101
I too am going through the same thing. My cat Dusty who was 14 almost 15 got sick the last month and when I took him in to the vet on Wednesday Dec. 10 found he was quite ill liver problems that began affecting his nervous system. Only that morning did he begin to sway back and forth and with the stress of going to the vet began having seizures at the office. I too could have done further testing however the tests that were done were showing high probability of liver cancer. I chose to put him to sleep Wed. night and can not stop crying and thinking that if I had taken him in to the vet sooner there might have been a chance to prevent it. I can not stop crying and feel so empty inside. Dusty was with me before my husband and son and although I thought of the day I would have to deal with his loss I never imagined it would hurt so much. I too feel the guilt and wonder if he understands why I did it but I keep thinking that he sort of looked at peace while it was being done. I don't think anyone can understand the pain unless they have dealt with it themselves.
Elizabeth S.
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