Posted by Nicolle
on 10/8/2008, 1:43 am
24.14.98.122
My Bandit I had to put down exactly 4 weeks ago today. I got him when I was 10. Sunday would have been his 18th birthday. I told myself I could never put my dog down and I did cause I felt I had to. He started havng seziures.I had to take him to the emergency clinic around 1 in the morning. They didn't offer the option I did. To keep him for 5 hours would have cost almost 500.00 plus then I would have to take him straight to his vet after that.I just didn't have the money. I regret not doing kidney tests but he had pee accidents recently which never happen and battle with colitis for a month There was no way I would have put him through a MRI either for brain tumors. I cried terribly for 2 weeks. I could sleep for almost 3 weeks he would sleep either in his bed in my room or on my bed for almost 18yrs. I still cry I miss my buddy my baby. Just to sit and chill with someone and even talk to. Coming home is still kinda rough. I would find him immediately or he'd fine me. I sucks. It truely does. I getting better with dealing what happened but I never wanted to take his life. If I could have had it my way he would have died in his sleep while I held him with no pain, but don't think I would have handled it any better
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