I'm not going to invest yet more time in re-reading your emails and I'm certainly not going to answer a question like "what is music?". My mind has collided with you enough. How long do want this to go on? You haven't successfully addressed any number of issues that I've brought up.
You find one thing that I said that may not apply directly to your personal situation and ignore the rest. I don't have anymore time for you and a world that exists solely in your own mind.