Posted by Jaimelin
on 9/9/2002, 4:33 am
I walked around for a long time with my eyes closes to this world..Only to become very depressed and sad..The truth that was ment for me to see I was blocking in return my soul was hurt..I've opened my eyes but I was scared to what I might see..For a lot of negative things happend while my eyes where closed..I opened them slowly to protect myself from what I was about to see..And What I found in front of me was me..So what was I afraid of..That I could'nt learn to love myself for things I've done to myself in past years..It made me sad to think the person that hated me the most was myself during those times..I grew up being told I was worth nothing..As a baby I did'nt know how to feel a hug and love it..TO say I love you to me was to send me in tears..My soul was snowed over,and I stood up shook off and walked on..I am love,so why did I spend so many years looking for something that I had all along..I promised myself that my 3 year old daughter whould know what a hug was she whould know what love is..I watch her when she sleeps and have fallen to my knees thanking mother and father god for this angel..Keep shining the world needs you.
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