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Posted by Hector on November 11, 2005, 11:00 am, in reply to "sad??? nah!!"
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it is true i was mad at you all when i left the band, but now i realize that i wasn't mad at you but myself, it was so frustrating for me not to be able to learn the old deveat songs by myself, i just couldn't figure them out and i was having trouble to come up with my own stuff for the new songs. No hard feelings.
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: hector i don't know why you are reacting like
: this, honestly your words reflect some
: resentment that i can't understand where it
: comes from, you decided to walk away more
: like fade away this second time around and
: no one was telling you anything, that was
: your desicion and so be it, there was no
: need to make a buzz out of it. yes it can be
: frustrating having to rebuild the band i
: think you can understand that but that
: wasn't meant as an insult towards you. as
: for my ego, again i don't understand where
: that comes from or if you are just trying to
: upset me, ever since the beguining all i
: cared for was that you sounded good and
: never gave you anything but constructive
: criticism but i guess you didn't see it that
: way. yes it's true Deveat might not be one
: of the most popular bands but those very few
: who like Deveat like it because of the music
: we writte and not some cover songs and
: that's enough for me. as for the out of town
: trips i wish you could had been there for
: the last few, they were great, soon we'll be
: going back to cities like san antonio and
: monterrey where they have asked us to go
: back time after time, i guess that's not bad
: for a band with a "lame mono tome
: singer" lol i have received my share of
: both constructive criticism and bad
: criticism over the years, praise and put
: downs,advice and things that don't make
: sense, i have enough knowledge and
: experience about music to know exactly
: where i stand as a performer, i know my
: weaknesses and strong points as a musician,
: something that perhaps you are not able to
: see about yourself, but i guess you can call
: me whatever you want, i'm not going to loose
: sleep over it. i've said it before and i'll
: say it again, i take full responsability for
: this band's succes and failures, i'm not one
: to make excuses or blame others. i've always
: told everybody in the band to air their
: complains and thoughts on the band, i feel
: sorry that you leave with such
: dissapointment, but i hope you let
: everything off your chest on your last post
: cause certainly you never did or will do so
: in person.
:
: p.s. after not hearing from you in more than
: 3 weeks, not even a phone call, what did you
: expect us to do? move on, and that's exactly
: what we are doing, good luck dude.
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