Posted by Darcy on 13/4/2011, 3:09 am
Sorry I haven't been around for a while...been having a hard time, emotionally and physically. |
As you know, I had my surgery to close my fistula, I believe it worked! Time will tell...
My immune system pretty much let me down, (big surprize there, huh?) So far, I've had a flair, and I terrible cold/flu. Dr. told me stay on antibiotics for two weeks. then they will see how my white cell count is. It's even been low, enough that I can't even do my Chemo shots, with is supposed to help me to not get every 'bug' that comes along...so if it's low, it's time for the Nupigin shots in the tummy! Praying it come up! Mean while....all these things have basically made me a prisoner....The depression and anxiety are setting in...and I just feel like a big burden/ crazy person! lol My shrink told me I should try to find a counsel that teaches Congitive Beahavioral Therapy...anyone heard to this? So, I'm getting a pedicure and have dinner with some friends tomorrow.
I WANT to feel better and learn how to conrol the stress! I know....easier said than done...but good luck, my friend.
Much Love- Darcy xxx